Was alright! The best part was I finally felt like I’m part of  my step mom’s family! We went to Dad & Roberta’s house yesterday. Two years ago my dad married Roberta and I received two step brothers and a step sister. This is the first time since the wedding that we have been all together. I wanted a picture so bad. I finally have a picture of us all to show off!

Donna, Donnie Jr, Me & Danny

I’m  still opening presents tonight with Dad and Grandma.  So if I get anything cool I will be sure to mention it!

I just wanted to stop by and wish everyone that reads this a very Merry Christmas!

I know that my Christmas has already been made a Merry one! Someone out there sent me a card with a cash gift inside. I don’t know who did it but they really made my Christmas! Just to know that someone is thinking of me. This year has been a very hard year both emotionally as well as financially! Not sure who that person was but they will never know how much I appreciate such a great gesture! They really are an angel! Who ever you are, if your reading this……..THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!

I just found out that my great Aunt Sadie passed away this morning! They say that her heart just gave out. I always said that I wanted to be like her. She was a school bus driver when I was growing up. That is what I said that I wanted to do, that is until I relized that buses are big. I don’t like big cars! She was there when I got married. I’ll never forget that. Her and my Uncle (her husband) Decorated the church and our reception hall. They ran late and didn’t feel like they should come to the wedding since they hadn’t had time to change out of there jeans and sweat shirts. I told them that they were nuts and that they had to stay. I have a picture of them sitting down in there “normal clothes”. They were great. My Uncle has dementea (sp). He forgets things all the time. I’m not sure what will happen with him. At least now she’s with Grandpa and they can keep each other company! May you rest in piece Aunt Sadie!

Just thought that I would update again. Our 4 way meeting has been set up for November 25th at 3pm. This is a meeting between me and him and our lawyers. This is what the judge wanted us to do to see if we can settle anything outside of court. Not sure that he will agree to anything. He will probably just sit there and stare me down yet again! Why do I always find the idiots!

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So as you know today was court date #1. Ya nothing happened!! We presented the case and of course he’s trying to lie A LOT! He’s trying to say that he has to spend $20,000. a year on buisness expense. Ok um let me see he spends nothing on his work so what the hell. The Judge said that she wants us to have a 4 way meeting before our next court date. Ya that is December 2nd. That means that I get to still pay for the bills. Yep that means I still have to pay his car insurance! Ya that is so fair let me tell you! Regardless I’m moving Saturday. I’m basically going to let the house here go into forclosure. I just can’t afford the house and all the repairs. My lawyer brought up the fact that I have pictures of all the damage that was done. His lawyer claims that he too has pictures of the house when he left showing he did NO damage. Ya I guess that I somehow climbed on top the garage roof and drilled holes in it. It’s amazing that the holes are right where the dish was. I told my lawyer that I have plenty of people that can testify what the house looked like before I left and what it looked like when I came home.

He was so rude today too. I swear if looks could kill I would have died this morning. My lawyer said that he was about to say something about him staring me down with the death glare. Oh ya and his dad and step mom went with him today. Ya his dad was a rude (pardon my french) asshole! I was nice and let them out of the row in front of me and his dad let the door slam in my face. I just love how they call themselves Christians! Ya right. You hold the door open for strangers why slam it in my face.

I swear I feel just as bad now as I did when he first walked out. Right now I feel like crap! I know that I shouldn’t but I just do! I think that the day is catching up to me….I’m so tired!

Take care!

Ok so I know that I haven’t been here lately and for that I appoligize. I have been keeping pretty busy lately! I wanted to drop by to show you all the “new” me! I wanted a change to start my new life over! Let me know what you all think!

The new me!

Well it’s been a few weeks I know! I have been getting by! I finally recieved a paycheck and a loan from my Aunt so I was able to pay up most of the bills. I’m still not sleeping or eating much at all. It’s still hard. My emotions are all out of wack. I never thought that anyone could be so cold and evil! The hardest part is my weekends right now. I never thought that I would say this but it’s hard when you don’t even feel like your welcome at church. I thought that I had many friends there but I guess not! He was the one that made this decision I didn’t have a choice since he never talked to me. I did find out that he has a porn addiction though. That has been hard to deal with too. Everyone tells me that its for the better but right now I just don’t see that! So far he’s been getting anything and everything (since he took everything that was mine when I was gone) and I have nothing. I guess the good thing is I won’t be called a bitch all the time anymore! As you can tell my mood is still not normal since but I do have the best friends and family around! Thanks too all who have kept me in their prayers and thoughts! Your the best friends/family that I could ever wish for!

Take care,
Sarah

Made it back from MIS. Unfortanutly my life became a living hell. Found out while I was in Michigan that my husband closed our checking account on me. I get home and he has moved out. Not only that but took pretty much everything from me. He even took my paycheck as well as my bonus check. He took a bunch of my die cast cars as well including two autographed ones. I was so thankful for all the help that I recieved from Penni, Tara and Andi. I feel bad that they had to even deal with this all. He completely destroyed the house. He left our shed wide open all weekend as well. I didn’t know that I could cry as much as I have or feel as bad as I do. He left me all the bills as well. I did do some research and found out that his address on the paperwork that I was served was just his grandma’s but he in fact has his own apartment. I feel like such a failure right now. I know that I will probably loose the house as well as everything else. He has put us so far in debt that it’s not even funny. Although I’m the one that has the bills mind you without my check cause he took that!! He also took my spare car key. I’m so afraid that he’s going to try taking my car. I stayed with Andi and her husband Bobby! The only good thing is that I have wonderful friends and family (even though I turned my back on some of them cause of the husband). I’m hoping to be able to talk to a lawyer real soon.

I officially started my vacation today! As many know that this weekend is our MIS weekend! Tara and Penni come in tomorrow morning! I’m so excited that I think that was part of the reason that I was awake at 4:30am this morning! I’m starting to get sleepy now though. Pete went to help his step mother with thier cleaning buisness so I sit here by myself. Which also helps make me sleepy. I took my car up this morning and got the oil changed and tires rotated. That way she’s ready to go to Michigan!! I have vacumed and cleaned everything here so the house is ready for company! I just can’t wait! I promise this much this weekend will be so much fun!!! I will try to update as much as I can!

Take care!